and so it goes...

i worked the last two days at the restaraunt. it sure takes a lot out of me. i am so glad that it is only those 2 days right now.

when we arrived home this evening, the house was a wreck. it is amazing to see the amount of chaos that can develop for just three people in a few short interludes.

when i am actually being present here, it is easier to maintain the order, and to have it be natural, instead of an uphill struggle. i can integrate it with little stress.

luckily, dh went out this evening. waiting tables is rather overstimulating for me, and it is good to have some downtime wherein *I* can focus on *me* instead of being in a state of readiness just in case someone might need something of me.... i need to feed my own soul attention & listening to, and she speaks so softly that it takes silence to hear her voice.