well. it's over.

thank goodness.

i managed to get even sicker while i was down there. i was in the dry sauna, and this chick comes in & before i realize what is going on, she ladles 3 heaping scoops of water onto the rocks. the steam comes at me like a locomotive. i inhaled, and felt a searing pain in my chest. i think i got an inhalation burn.

so now i am in recovery, rather mucus laden, and have a headache to top it off.

i am finally done with the studying, the worrying, and the stress. i did the best i could do on the test, and with a bismillah, i give it up to the Universe.

now i have 6 more weeks, at least, before i discover if i am licensed, and can get a real job.

in the meantime, i need to make some money. i hope to find something soon, but it is hard to get motivated when i feel the way i do. luckily, sun is at school, and i have some quiet time to just read & be quiet & nurture myself.

today is sort of like a day out of time.

tomorrow i will figure out what to do next.....