a bit of judiciously applied caffiene & a shower, along with some much needed alone time has done wonders for my state of mind.

the guys have gone to cory's farm, and i have been left blessedly alone in my mania.

and this little voice in the back of my brain keeps nudging me "you should study some. maybe read kellogg again. you could be more prepared than you are" and on and on and on.

but i am going to ignore that voice.

the house needs attention, and i have noticed that when the house is messy, i feel messy in my head, so i am going to see if some energy expended in that direction will ease my worried mind.

plus, it is easier to do that sort of thing when the guys are out.